why the FUCKING GOLFBALL CAR i want SO BAD to something BAD happen to me

Like bro stfu we already know you want to be 2763 times more ill than your fucking mother (bto i just found my brother's slow account AND I FEEL GUILTY CUZ MY MAIND THOUGHT "DON'T HAVE HIS PROBLEMS I'M NOT VALID" AGAIN LOL)

i mean, come on, i sh, my friends are a shit, but I DON'T HAVE ANY SA TRAUMA okay maybe this are gonna sound stupid and disgusting but okay then..?

THEN, i have this thing of wanting my life to be a shit while the most good thing is happening in my life CUZ i really don't know, I MEAN, I THINKKKKKKKK (I THINK) I THINK I THINK is because i'm growing up with everyone EVEN MY FAMILY comparing myself with other people that haves it bad when i tell them i had a bad day AND IT MADE ME to not trust in ANYONE and reGRRRRET it when I trust in ANYONE okay then

sorry this is not serious.

okay then IT ALSO MADE ME, not trust in anyone + compare myself with everyone + my mind everyday going like "ou shii kill urself ur not worth" + not have any project cuz i'm not worth enough

BONUS

trying to kill myself

TYSM FAMILY