BRO, I JUST FOUND THE SLOWROOM ACCOUNT OF MY BROTHER (it was the most EASY username to guess)

Well anyways i just FOUND OUT he has suicidal thoughts and a bad ortography (don't get me wrong, is not the only thing i noticed, ig) okay? i'm NOT good for this things and a coping mechanism i have is to make jokes abt the situation OR my mind starts inserting jokes or images of internet because i'm NOT prepared for those things

okay then i hope i don't sh again after watching, i don't lie, HIS ENTIRE ENTRIES, I MEAN, EVERY ONE. i meannnnnn okay i'm concerned about him yes but my brain just doesn't know how to answer to that, yes wow.

but why i hope to not sh? cuz i think it was all my fault lol i mean, don't get me wrong, half of the things i do makes my brother upset, uhh, yes i'm a ASS of person yea.

thats the actually only and only one reason why i wanna kms, i'm a awful person bro i hate myself so, if i kill myself is like, i don't exist anymore and i don't make anyone upset again.

why i don't try to change instead of kms? uhh i dont wanna /jk uhhhhhhhhhhh cuz i cannot change, is just, i cannot, when i get mad is too fast that i don't even think abt it, andd i cannot change it LOL

anyways i'm the most awful person in the world and i should kms, yes